Saturday, 3 February 2007

What do i do?

Been put in a really hard position today.

I spoke to my boyfriends mum and she asked me not to say anything to her son (my boyfriend) about a health issue she has just found out and is having tests for. She has to go back and have a lot more tests but at the minute she doesn't want the family to know.

Its put me in a really bad position as i feel i am keeping things from him as we tell each other everything but his mum has asked me not to say anything. I don't know what to do to. I don't know what is for the best and which one do i let down my boyfriend for not telling him or his mum for destroying the confidence she put in me.

Arrgghhh.....

Like i need any more stress!!!

Tonight i am going to scrap my diet (just for tonight) and i may have warm chocolate fudge cake with vanilla ice cream later, just to make me feel better.

Been shopping today for some new clothes to go to Paris in, i didn't need any more but i felt like treating myself. Its not long now till Paris and i am getting a bit excited but i know the quicker it gets here the quicker it will go again.

Had a bad headache all today so I'm going to De-stress in the bath and have a long soak..

Speak soon

Tallulah

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

That is awkward. I'm not sure what I'd do in that situation. I think I would try to get my bf's mum to tell her son, explain that I feel awkward yet pleased that she felt she could confide in me. Your bf, should he find out, should understand. Keeping confidences is important and he'll know that deep down.

Hope everything is okay!

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