Well i got told yesterday that my dad has apparently told all his friends that now i am at university i 'won't' be having any children, which was very nice of him considering i knew nothing about this!! It came as a real shock to my mother who knew nothing about this but i was wanting to know where he got this information from!!
Going to have a rant now!!
Is it possible for two people who are so different to last?
The reason i ask is, my boyfriend is so different to me at the minute we both come from totally different backgrounds. Whilst he just about got through Secondary School i go on to go to University. We don't share the need for education and to progress in life. He sees my friends as 'geeks' and tells me i am turning into a 'bore' now i am at University. i think i have grew up a lot considering my friends in uni are twice my age. It really hurts when he makes these comments. As i have put a lot of stuff on hold as well as sacrificed a awful lot of things to get where i am now. I do wonder if at times like this 'will this work'? He supports me to a point but he is not emotionally there for me when times get hard, i don't think he understands the pressures that are on.
Don't get me wrong i do love him but at times i do wonder!!
Today i am going to attempt my assignment i have to do on Policing. 3,000 words and i haven't a clue where to start.
Not long now till my trip to Paris getting slightly nervous, I'm sure i will love it but I'm just dreading the trip to the hotel. I always get a sickly feeling in my stomach about something bad happening like the hotel will not know who we are and have not confirmation from us. I know i always think the worst but i am wanting this to be perfect!! And i still have to conquer my fear to get myself up that Tower.
On Tuesday i start my training for my 10mile walk i am doing for Marie Curie Cancer Care, me and my mum are doing this walk in April to try raise some money for this fabulous charity that i strongly support, so we are tyring to get fit enough to last the whole 10miles. I am then going to start training for the 5k Run I'm doing in September. I'll end up with legs like Arnie!!
I shouldn't say this but I feel a cheesecake moment coming along!! Yum...
Speak soon
Tallulah
My 5k Run For Marie Curie
1 comment:
Thanks Emma! It means a lot! It was pretty tough seeing my dad so upset.
I might take you up on that offer! I'm flattered you'd like to read it all!
As for your boyfriend, it's difficult. Opposites attract! You'll work through it. It's not nice to be called a 'bore'. He's not all bad though - you've got your trip to paris!
I understand your worries about the hotel, I was the same going to London (me and my mate had kittens when the travelodge couldn't find my details, turns out we were at the wrong travelodge-ours was
round the corner!)
Good luck with training!
P.S. As a huge animal lover, I love the link to Lost Doggies!
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