I have not wrote for a few days as i got some bad news on Friday, that a friend who i have made through a site i visit passed away that day. Even though we never got to meet and it was only a 'cyber friendship' she was a dear friend.
Never to moan about her illness and always putting the needs of others before her.
We are all going to miss her

This is for you Helen

May I go now? Do you think the time is right?
May I say goodbye to pain filled days and endless lonely nights?
I've lived my life and done my best, an example tried to be.
So can I take the step beyond and set my spirit free?
I didn't want to go at first, I fought with all my might.
But something seems to draw me now to a warm and loving light.
I want to go, I really do. It's difficult to stay.
But I will try as best I can to live just one more day.
To give you time to care for me and share your love and fears.
I know you're sad and afraid, because I can see your tears.

I will not be far, I promise that, and hope you'll always know,
that my spirit will be close to you wherever you may go.
Thank you so for loving me. You know I love you, too.
That's why it's hard to say goodbye and end this life with you.
So hold me now just one last time and let me hear you say,
because you care so much for me, you'll let me go today.

Rest in Peace Helen, you are free from all your pain now xx